Twilight of My Life

In the twilight of my life, I slide away in the memory of you,
and my tears find their way out, against my conscious will,
and a sharp sorrow invades my mind and soul,
and this one crawls desperately,
but sorrow thwarts its attempt in recovering what used to be
for now time has played its part and it is running out for me,
leaving me in solitude, and with my final breath approaching qucikly its into me.
My life is finally fading but not the sorrow I feel inside,
that tears me apart so painfuly,
not this sorrow that embraces me coldly,
that reminds me of you nowhere to be found,
that stabs my heart with daggers of grief and despair,
for you are not here with me in my final hour.
At last I beg Death to embrace so I suffer no more for your love long gone,
I beg for her cold words to take me as I dread for my final breath,
which I shall finally sense coming quicker with its soothing music,
music bathed in tears... I beg and beg.. and I give in... I give in

RQ
Moscow
18/5/10
12.38pm