Evening Star

Great evening star, show me the right way to follow in my path,
for I have lost the light of my life candle
and ghastly fears have crawled their way from the past.
To the eternal sunset I have given my life and hence renounced from the dawn,
and have welcomed you my star to be my guide, to be my protector from that heaven afar.
A thousand tears I have already shed and filled my life with torrents of them,
and yet, that same life kept on regurgitating my heart, making my soul fall apart,
leaving no room for joy but plenty to solitude and grief,
leaving me nowhere else to be.
A bunch of dead dreams and pieces of my broken heart was all I got left,
yet life, fed upon jealousy and desdain, showed no remorse,
and gave me the last wish for death,
a death that embraced my whole constitution,
and provided a new sunset that settles my fears and desires,
and sets my sadened and tormented feelings in fire.
I behold and embrace her, I eager for her nocturnal love, and her cold kiss.
Great evening star, do not ever give up shining,
for you are now my hope, my bed of roses, my everything,
and my heart shall feel less pain,
and my whole being shall be one again under your light.
A bunch of broken illusions will be disposed into the deep waters of oblivioness,
for you my shining star, will cover me in eternal bliss...

9/02/10
Moscow
RQ