So easy

So easy to hope, so easy to build up an illusion,
So sad to think of you holding my hand
And look around and find you nowhere.
So easy to say I love you, so easy to dream of you,
So mournful the truth of being without you.
My heart breaks into pieces and I feel like a fool.
My eyes cast thousands of tears as I slip away in memories of something that is no more, and I fall, and break, and all torn I crawl into such darkness that I feel dying from inside out.
I find myself lost with no light to follow in this darkened scene.
So easy to say I will always be there,
So easy to live for you,
So easy to have you in my thoughts,
So easy to look through your eyes,
But oh so painful to have you as a memory.
So mournful the truth of being without you.
So painful to feel I am dying from inside out,
That my soul dries as autumn leaves...
And the path seems to be long and dreadful.
But sorrow and solitude shall take me home,
And so finally, I will rest for my days will be gone.
So easy to dream of you,
So easy to remember you,
But so painful looking around and realise about the truth.
The path seems to be long and thornful…


28th June 06
RQ